Drowning

I feel like I'm drowning
Hard to see
My heart feels split
It's hard to breathe
I overcome obstacles
Only to see
Myself in more pain and decease
I cry myself to sleep
Only to feel the heartache in the inner me
I feel as if my life is a lesson
But I can't learn it for the life of me
Now. How do i breathe
I can't
I feel like I'm falling
Falling into an unknown world
I'm in water but I can't see above
Yelling and pleading
Somebody pleas help me!!
Then I realize
I'm the only person that can help me.